6:32 AM

Dad would be going to Japan for business purposes again & i hinted him that i craved for a DSLR when the next thing i saw was him looking up for cameras in the internet! I'm like overwhelming with desire of getting a dslr! :o I'll be the happiest kid on Earth if he gets it for me one day!
*Maria burns with excitement*

Besides, they're much cheaper in Japan - un-exported. Besides, my birthday is coming! (Y) Okay somehow i sound silly haha.

Did maths revision for half a day, in the afternoon Papaya came over & we went to Pasir Ris to slack. Had a good time sharing thoughts with her. :) Shared something we never told each other before, it's been almost a year we've known each other & it seems like we stored a train of crazy experiences when we were young!

Just finished conferencing with Sarah, Nuyun & Nasir. They made me sound like a dork by repeating themselves just for my deaf ears. Hahahha but i'm lovin it!

Hmm, I smelllll foooooooood, dinner dinner here i come! (okay i sound so animalistic)

Pssssst. Sarah is my Papaya, i r her Tuna! C:

7:06 AM

And when I’m uninspired, I feel squandered. I don’t wanna end up turning into emotional piece of douchebag again coz’ of some paradoxical conflict that remained untouched for months. I hate it when I loose contact with ones whom I thought were once my other half, ones whom I thought felt through me & thought were the only ones to comprehend my deplorable state of emotions.

Until one day, those people become your history… leaving behind a block of unforgettable memories. It's like that someone who used to be so darn close to you doesn't exist anymore, more like you've become a memory to them, just waiting to be erased... But i guess in life, nothing ever stays the same.

I really really really can’t stand this happening!

4:36 AM

11:13 PM

Early in the morning met up with Sarah & Nuyun and the three of us went to Nasir's house as planned. Spent almost half a day chilling there. Melissa hopped in too for a while. (y)

While Nuyun & Sarah were using the internet, Nasir taught me a song on guitar, 4 chords seem to create wonders after all, heh. That brought me to the fact that i shouldn't have ditched my guitar lessons 3 years ago nor my violin. I'm so incomplete! I think i should tune my old rotten guitar & practice playing more often. :)

well, basically i'm glad that i spent today with a great company!

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Replies:

Nabilah: aw sucks man, is your mom okay now though? ahha prepaid always runs out, hate when that happens!
Mick Smiles: ahha see firsttttt :) better, less roudy school huh? how come? your parents? migrating to where? :o that was unexpected to know.

Jennifer: Hello, i'd like to clarify a few things here. Your first tag, when you said I’m not pretty for a Caucasian, I don’t deny that fact. I never said I was pretty for a causation anyway, did i? Because I’m different? Yes I am different, I think everyone is, in their own way, certain people just don’t see it.

What attention? You mean the attention you’re giving me right now? Sure, it’s flattering :) Let me tell you this, I did not come to Singapore to get some unwanted piece of shitty attention that certain people try too hard to get. I never was one of these people, back in my country no one noticed me, and I really wish it was the same here. It is honestly not my problem that some people go donkey balls over Caucasians & do not know how to behave properly when seeing one.

Maybe you should not tell me how i should act, okay? You’ve never been in my shoes, you don’t know my background, you don’t see it my way & what you really know for sure about me I guess would only be my name. I’m glad you’ve seen Caucasians & Russians, I don’t see why you should tell me to go back to my country. I can stay here for as long as I want, thank you. :)

Everyone likes attention? What makes you so sure? The answer is No, there are people out there who don't. I’m one of them, I dislike unwanted attention, it’s pressuring me so bad. Not everyone is like you dear. :)

If I ONLY commented “thanks for the add” on people I wanted to get to know wouldn’t I be adding them in the first place? Don’t be silly. :) The only few reasons I comment ‘thanks for the add’ is to avoid misunderstandings coz certain people confront me saying I added their friends, if that matters at all. HAHAHHAHA you call that a flirt? HAHA you’re hilarious! :)

I’m breaking girlfriends’ heart? Awww, I’m really sorry if I hurt you for being me.
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Hmm i should catch some DVDs tonight since it's a holiday!

3:30 AM

Hi cyber world,
i've been isolating myself from you lately,
hope you don't mind. :)

Basically I’ve been busy with…life? Been running all over the places, doing random things & my main priority for these long holidays is to improve in my weak subjects so that next year isn't much of a struggle.

Haven’t been meeting up with anyone much, just me & my textbooks in front of my face the whole day.

Sounds kinda stupid to be studying right after exams and holidays are here but hey,
I honestly don’t think I deserve a holiday for this has reflected on my results.
I seriously need to implement some changes regarding my education.

Oh, randomly speaking, I think I’ve developed this strange interest towards mysticism. It’s rather contagious but not good I believe. However I guess a bunch of obscure thoughts for the mind wouldn’t harm.

Hmm, just to summarize on the random shit I’ve experienced yesterday. I was running to catch mrt to pasir ris when the doors started closing right in front of my face & me, being me, I stubbornly forced my way through the closing doors of mrt when I successfully got in & saw everyone with terrified looks & their mouths the size of oranges.
Haha they probably thought I’d get like stuck in between the mrt doors & get my hand chopped off or something. :p

This brings another insane incident in mrt, when I was in the train on my way to church, a Chinese elderly man started to pole dance (literally) and bow to his “imaginary audience” with words “Xiexie, ahh xiexie!”

A few people were holding onto their mouths trying to hide the naturally caused laughter, some took videos (I did too, lol) & a bunch of teens started imitating him with a mock.

I bet something like this often happens in Singpoare. lmfao, bored people.
This is a similar video of something i saw.

Yesterday it was mine & Sarah’s 2nd attempt on trying to watch Jennifer’s body. Failed again coz of some absolutely stupid excuse that we were cold (wth) so went to eat shit food at some food court to which I’m never going to again. Visited Nasir in the evening, left home from his house that day.

Today was my freaken 3rd attempt on trying to go to the gym with Melissa but my dad had to ruin it by asking me to follow him to work today, again. Gaaaah, gonna have a boring evening unless I push myself for something productive.

Replies:

NAZ: the bird can speak 3 languages, English, Malay & Tamil. Can you? lol.
PASSERBY: hi :) the songs name is "Doesn't everybody want to fall in love - Kristinia Debarge" aw thank you for the nice comment!
MICK: ahah do you really think i'll get one? transferring schools? why? :o
KITTY: hello you! :) really? wait do i know you? sorry i'm bad with recognizing faces, thanks though. followed you too!
LALA: the song is "Doesn't everybody want to fall in love - Kristinia Debarge" (y)
MALIAH: hey! haha i'll watch you move back to blogger someday ;) i have tumblr too but i haven't fully figured out how to use that space yet. maybe you could coach me one day haha, what's your url though?
NABILAH: taking adv ruins peoples trust. i would too actually! human nature bahah. dig through my updates, i haven't been really going out either. :(
FATIHAHAHAH: aw you came back! *beam* goodgood, i know you're so waiting for 11th aren't ya? we shall go out after that, promise! :) oh ty. :)

7:54 PM

Yesterday was a day out with mom! Today however will be going to work with dad, i wanna see him teach Japanese. 8) Besides, i can see a contrast between him teaching me & his students. He'll totally go muttonballz on me when i ask him to teach me Japanese. Coz duh, i'm his daughter. *rolls eyes*

Okay off the topic, so a day out with mom was a good one! First mom pulled me to a bird park coz we were stuck at Jurong as the church i go to is located there.

Y'know what, i think birds are the most gorgeous creatures on Earth, after humans of course HAHHA. watched that bird show & was greatly impressed. Dood, a freaken bird can speak 3 languages & you tell me you think taking up another mother tongue is a killer? You must be worse than a bird! I'm talk about myself by the way. :) hahaha.





theeeen went shopping at the Orchard malls, mom's favourite huh. Dad had his face in his hands when we came home telling him we squandered over 1000 bucks just in a single day.

Today i shall be a busy woman, have lots of things to accomplish, going to pasir ris laterz to do all of those. Perhaps meeting my lovely girls too, if possible. :)

4:19 PM